Why does my subconcious hates me?

Bleh.
I hate school. I just blah!
Rawrrrrrr! >=0(
*sigh*

Also, dyed my hair today... still deciding if I like it. Im thinking of dying over it black again.
Its like I lost my creativity. Lost... everything...




Supposed to be purple. But turned out reddish. ehhh...
Thoughts?

So much for my 2hr bus ride to sleep on.
Thanks to the snow storm I can no longer get out of Peterborough until tomorrow sometime. Unless this storm clears up and they plow the roads in time for me to catch an evening bus to Toronto.
Fucking snow.
Of course when I was looking so much forward to getting out of here.

I write an exam at 9am.
A case of random insomnia hit me tonight. I hate when that happens...
When I started drifting off... around 4ish probably....
I discovered that my landlords son has a lady friend. He lives directly above me.... floors are really thin in this condominium... he sleeps on a single air mattress...
Do you know how loud sex is in this place?
Haha like Mother, like son...
Last year, his Mother had a boyfriend (not a very long lasting one, I may add...) and we could hear their steamy 2min sex...
This year... its her son... only he goes a lot longer... I can still here her moaning...

Am I the only grumpy one greatly disturbed by this at the moment?

*sigh*
At least I have a 2 hr bus ride to sleep during tomorrow.

I cant wait to get out of this place.

I have too many thoughts within my head. Im becoming a real mental case. I hate the direction of who im becoming is going. Since that date, almost a year ago, Ive collected too many demons. I fear I cant deal with them. *sigh* I hate it so much.
I may take a look into the counselling thing. Just getting the funds for it is my problem. But whatever it takes to get myself back to the happy I once was, Id do anything...

I am delaying time. Whoo!

Answer in one word:
1. Where is your cell phone? invisible
2. Your significant other? Andrew
3. Your hair? black
4. Your mother? Cynthia
5. Your father? jerkwad
6. Your favorite thing? laughter
7. Your dream last night? happy
8. Your favorite drink? milk
9. The room you're in? bedroom
10. Your fear? loss
11. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Successful
12. Where were you last night? home
13. What you're not? okay
14. Muffins? banana
15. One of your wish list items? games
16. Where you grew up? Yorkton
17. The last thing you did? ate
18. What are you wearing? clothing
19. Your TV? off
20. Your pet? birdie
21. Your computer? silly
22. Your life? decent
23. Missing someone? Yes
24. Your car? parked
25. Something you're not wearing? contacts
26. Favorite Store? Garage ??
27. Your summer? meh
28. Your favorite color? red
29. When is the last time you laughed? morning
30. Last time you cried? yesternight

Now it's 4 answers
31. FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS: pasta, toast, chicken, strawberries
32. FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW: Brampton, Toronto, England, Sleeping

I can collect and breed my own ponystars, ONLINE! *gasp*
I thought it was cute. =0D
Im really begining to dislike mornings. I never seem rested enough when I wake up after my 9-10hr sleep. =0(
Im just so blah lately. Not cool!
I want my energy back. I want my motivation and my give a damn back.
I blame Yee. *nod nod* Shes the source of all evil. Seriously. Never failed anything in my entire life except when I stepped foot in her class. And this is the second time, so its not like it hasnt been proven.
Fuck you Yee.

That is all.
♥

My head feels like its about to explode. =0(

I have a sore throat. :(
I just hope that I dont get any sicker for the weekend. That would suck having to stay in bed in ptbo all by myself....

I totally love Betty. She is amazing. More than anything I love her soo friggen much. ^_^
Best bud ever.
And no, not the alcohol talking, ask me when Im sober and I will tell you the exact same thing. ^_^

Get your own BuddyPoke!



Thats me. ^_^ lol
Not really. But I created it to be me on my Myspace. I think its adorable. ^_^
yayayayaya!

Wow... only 3 more days until I leave Saskatchewan again. I was packing tonight. I have waaay too much shit. :S
I hate packing. Unpacking is good. *sigh*
I'll miss Yorkton. As much as it is boring, I still do love it...

Gob show might be cancelled. :(

Miss Katastrophie gave me this site to some synthetic hair. Cause we got our dreads from the same place and I was complaining that I wanted new dreads, but didnt have the $300 to get new colours and that I wouldnt mind trying to make my own.
Sooo it is relatively cheap. I can get 8 jumbo braids of hair for $36 even. I think I will try.
Im excited. ^-^ I was thinking Red and black this time.
What do you think?

"So much for privacy.
The new Canadian law (that will be passed in the next couple of months, and has been created behind closed doors, so no one knows anything about it) on piracy is allowing police to take laptops, mp3 players, ipods and cell phones and search them for downloaded content, without a warrant.
Lame, lame, lame. I would use different words, but if I start now, I wont stop and it'll be nothing but swearing.
The Vancouver Sun had this article printed:
http://www.canada.com/vancouversun/s...f6fc96ce5e&p=1
What should happen now?
Shouldn't the money that will be going into this to keep this running go towards keeping families safe from mass murderers rather than 'harmless' downloading? (I say 'harmless' because, yeah whenever you buy a CD or a movie, yeah, a portion goes to those who made it, blah blah blah..)
Any thoughts?

They suck.
Man, Criss Angel is becoming a sell out. I remember back in the day when you could become a 'loyal' for free and you got everything!
Now, to get anything you have to pay $36-$99/ yr.
Fucking lame.


On a better note, Im going back out on the water for the first time in 3yrs. I wonder if I have lost any balance at all. I think Im going to skip kayaking and just go straight into my canoe. I missed it. Im pretty much jumping around. lol
Im also trying to get some Crue Fest Tickets. I want to go soooo badly. Like, severely badly.
^_^
Im hoping I can score some. That would be soooooo cool. And Motley Crue! Omg I'd die if I did get to go. One of my fave bands of all time. EEEE! ^_^

But yeah, Im going to go and get ready for the water ^_^ Wish me luck that I havent lost that much balance. ^_^

So I totally 100% love autopsies and cannot wait until I get to do them. ^_^
HURRAH! ^_^
Its been a good passed two days. :)

Apparently I make everything into a debate. Please someone, tell me how I do this, cause I fail to see how.
Especially when asking how someone's hair got so dirty. Cause I definately know what goes into my hair. Even if the substance is 'in the air'.
Seriously.
Anyone?